Personal

2026-02-22 — My Second Hate Letter To My Father Personal

2026-02-10 — Feb 10: Is Redemption Possible? Can Estrangement Be The Highest Love? Personal

2026-02-07 — I Want To Take A Break (Doubtful) Personal

2026-02-05 — Feb 5 Personal

2026-02-02 — The Endless Hope Which Harms Personal

2026-02-02 — Oh So I Am Hypomanic Again. Personal

2026-02-02 — Fun Things I Setup In Emacs Personal

2026-01-31 — Thank You, Suffering Personal

2026-01-26 — Forgiving Profound Betrayal Personal

2026-01-26 — Do You Hear Me, God? Personal

2026-01-23 — I Dreamt I Met Weil Personal

2026-01-21 — Brief, Assorted Thoughts Personal

2026-01-19 — January 19 Personal

2026-01-18 — And It Was Good Personal

2026-01-01 — Lament II: Coal In A Furnace Personal

2025-12-31 — Lament I: Energy, Community, Stalks Personal

2025-12-27 — Kenosis, Orthopraxy, Description Personal

2025-12-25 — December 25 Personal

2025-12-23 — Moral Purity Personal

2025-12-22 — Indifferent, Today Personal

2025-12-20 — God Personal

2025-12-12 — I Am My Greatest Enemy Personal

2025-12-07 — Please Not Another Crash Personal

2025-12-05 — The Internals of My Hypomania, #2 Personal

2025-12-05 — Love, Ecstatic Love Personal

2025-12-05 — An Obvious Note On Health Insurance, Short Term Disability Insurance In The USA Personal

2025-12-02 — You Can Change, You Can Change, You Can Change Personal

2025-12-01 — Hope? Personal

2025-11-30 — Love, Love, Love Personal

2025-11-29 — Sadness; Producing Units Not Souls Personal

2025-11-27 — Quick Notes on The Eternity of All Living Beings and Computing As God's Grammar Personal

2025-11-25 — What My Depressive Episode On Lamotrigine Feels Like Personal

2025-11-24 — How Can I Not Love This World? Personal

2025-11-21 — Somewhat Tired, Again Personal

2025-11-21 — Entropy, Oh, My Entropy Personal

2025-11-17 — Forever Nowhere, Forever Nothing Personal

2025-11-14 — Φιλία καὶ Ἀγάπη Personal

2025-11-13 — Despair, Or The Ἀγάπη Of Wilted Humanity Personal

2025-11-12 — November 12th Personal

2025-11-08 — Please Personal

2025-11-08 — Living The Absence of God Personal

2025-11-07 — The Ecstacy of Being Human Personal

2025-11-07 — November 7th Personal

2025-11-07 — Feeling So Alone Personal

2025-11-01 — The Struggle for Order Personal

2025-10-28 — To The Reader: On Roots, Clarity, and Transmutation of Suffering Personal

2025-10-21 — Hello Again, Another Valley Personal

2025-10-20 — I Don't Think I Belong In Corporate Software Development Personal

2025-10-19 — My General Reflections On Software Development And The Development Of AI Personal

2025-10-17 — The Internals Of My Hypomania Personal

2025-10-16 — How To Write Palatable, Praise-Worthy Trash For MFA Programs Personal

2025-10-14 — To Admit "I Am Suffering" Personal

2025-10-11 — Infinite Ghosts Personal

2025-10-10 — I Want To Live! Personal

2025-10-06 — I Miss The Person I Fell In Love With Personal

2025-10-05 — Our Brain, The Ghost Personal

2025-09-13 — Ion Personal

2025-09-10 — Mercy? Personal

2025-09-07 — The Burden of Agency Personal

2025-09-04 — Oh, Who Knows? Personal

2025-09-02 — My Religious Hubris Personal

2025-08-28 — The Consolation of Meaningless Work Personal

2025-08-27 — Roots and Thought Personal

2025-08-26 — Am I A Slave? Personal

2025-08-25 — Surrender, Oh, Surrender Personal

2025-08-24 — Repair and Grace Personal

2025-08-23 — To Whatever Personal

2025-08-05 — Duty Personal

2025-08-05 — Connection And Love Personal

2025-08-04 — Obligation Personal

2025-08-03 — Reflecting on Reflecting Personal