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Lament II: Coal In A Furnace

Lament I: Energy, Community, Stalks

Kenosis, Orthopraxy, Description

December 25

Moral Purity

Indifferent, Today

God

I Am My Greatest Enemy

Please Not Another Crash

The Internals of My Hypomania, #2

Love, Ecstatic Love

An Obvious Note On Health Insurance, Short Term Disability Insurance In The USA

You Can Change, You Can Change, You Can Change

Hope?

Love, Love, Love

Sadness; Producing Units Not Souls

Quick Notes on The Eternity of All Living Beings and Computing As God's Grammar

What My Depressive Episode On Lamotrigine Feels Like

How Can I Not Love This World?

Somewhat Tired, Again

Entropy, Oh, My Entropy

Forever Nowhere, Forever Nothing

Φιλία καὶ Ἀγάπη

Despair, Or The Ἀγάπη Of Wilted Humanity

November 12th

Please

Living The Absence of God

The Ecstacy of Being Human

November 7th

Feeling So Alone

The Struggle for Order

To The Reader: On Roots, Clarity, and Transmutation of Suffering

Hello Again, Another Valley

I Don't Think I Belong In Corporate Software Development

My General Reflections On Software Development And The Development Of AI

The Internals Of My Hypomania

How To Write Palatable, Praise-Worthy Trash For MFA Programs

To Admit "I Am Suffering"

Infinite Ghosts

I Want To Live!

I Miss The Person I Fell In Love With

Our Brain, The Ghost

Ion

Mercy?

The Burden of Agency

Oh, Who Knows?

My Religious Hubris

The Consolation of Meaningless Work

Roots and Thought

Am I A Slave?

Surrender, Oh, Surrender

Repair and Grace

To Whatever

Refining My Thoughts

Duty

Connection And Love

Obligation

Reflecting on Reflecting